conflicted in jenniville

I woke up this morning with cats on my mind. Misty was sleeping very contented beside me. I looked at her eyes and decided that I should probably let the kitten live with a family that could really appreciate her. So then I fed Misty & Spooky breakfast and let the kitten out of her room. The kitty looked at me with her beautiful hazelish eyes and I had no idea how i would let her go.

A part of me really want things to go back to how they were before the kitten arrived. Just when I think that, she jumps up and rubs her face against mine. How do you let that go? But i'm afraid that somehow i'll have to.