wasted away again in jenniville, searching for my last shaker of salt
I know it has been awhile since my last entry. Things have been kinda slow in jenniville and I've been somewhat introspective. The month of May has been challenging for me. I've gone from being really busy, and having lots of people in my life to having a lot of time alone with nothing to do.
This is sorta hard to write about. I haven't figured it out and i don't want to sound pathetic. Its not that I'm lonely, it's more that i used to have something to do everyday and now I'm racking my brain trying to think of things to occupy my time. There needs to be more to give my life a purpose.
Its not that i don't have projects around the house. But somehow without other things going on, i am not motivated to do anything productive at home. Its weird but when i was busier, i took advantage of every moment. Now that more time and could do more, i actually do less. i know it doesn't make sense, but that's the way it is.
Its hard because i'm a take action kinda person. I like to determine a solution and make it happen. But i can't figure out what the solution is.
I know it won't be this way forever. I'm planning to start the MBA program this fall. Counterculture will start again in the fall. So what do i do until then? I checked out classes at Blue Ridge, but they started in May. My only viable idea (so far) is to refocus on fitness. I need to work on building up my running endurance. Valerie and I were talking about training for a marathon. I know its a crazy idea, but i figure if Oprah and Puffy Daddy can do it, so can i. I also want to work on my muscle tone, be more buff. :)
So that's whats going on with me. I'm doing some soul searching and looking for a purpose. Any ideas? Wanna join me on marathon training?
This is sorta hard to write about. I haven't figured it out and i don't want to sound pathetic. Its not that I'm lonely, it's more that i used to have something to do everyday and now I'm racking my brain trying to think of things to occupy my time. There needs to be more to give my life a purpose.
Its not that i don't have projects around the house. But somehow without other things going on, i am not motivated to do anything productive at home. Its weird but when i was busier, i took advantage of every moment. Now that more time and could do more, i actually do less. i know it doesn't make sense, but that's the way it is.
Its hard because i'm a take action kinda person. I like to determine a solution and make it happen. But i can't figure out what the solution is.
I know it won't be this way forever. I'm planning to start the MBA program this fall. Counterculture will start again in the fall. So what do i do until then? I checked out classes at Blue Ridge, but they started in May. My only viable idea (so far) is to refocus on fitness. I need to work on building up my running endurance. Valerie and I were talking about training for a marathon. I know its a crazy idea, but i figure if Oprah and Puffy Daddy can do it, so can i. I also want to work on my muscle tone, be more buff. :)
So that's whats going on with me. I'm doing some soul searching and looking for a purpose. Any ideas? Wanna join me on marathon training?
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