winds of change

I know this blog entry is going to seem abrupt after reading about my weekend. But here it goes. I am no longer
dating Alex. We enjoy each other's company and have a lot of fun together. However we are at different places
in the relationship world. Alex is enjoying where he is in life and isn't ready to be exclusive with one person.
I'm not necessarily looking for a permanent relationship, but when I find someone that I really like, I want to
know that we are exclusive. Since we are looking for different things, it seemed like we should stop
dating and just be friends. While I feel very comfortable with this decision, its also very hard for me to see
it end. I really enjoyed being with Alex and we had a lot in common. So if I seem sad when you see me, you will
understand why. Say a little prayer for me. I know everything will be ok and I have survived painful
experiences in the past and will have more in the future. I am strong and resilient, but that doesn'’t stop it
from hurting. I appreciate everyone's friendship know that with such great friends, I'’ll always be ok! You guys
ROCK!